There are moments in life when you feel guided, even if you can’t explain how or why. Looking back on my journey, I can now see that invisible thread so clearly, though at the time, it felt like I was stumbling through confusion, uncertainty, and an unspoken yearning for answers I didn’t yet have.

Growing up, I experienced many things that didn’t fit into the logical, everyday world. Déjà vu wasn’t rare for me; it was almost constant reminders that I had walked these moments before. My dreams often felt so vivid, so real, that sometimes I would wake up unsure whether I was still dreaming or awake.

I saw patterns, designs, and faces in the ordinary world where others saw only lines and curves. I would feel myself becoming the tiniest of dots—so small I could almost disappear—and then expanding into a vast, immense presence that felt larger than life itself. These experiences were frequent in my childhood, leaving me both deeply curious and, at times, unsettled.

Years later, when I sat in ceremony with Ayahuasca in Peru and later with Huachuma, I felt the same familiar sensation. During one ceremony, Huachuma spoke to me clearly: “You walk in both worlds simultaneously. It is time for you to own your Truth.” That moment felt like a confirmation of something I had always known but never had words for.

Even in my younger years, when I couldn’t yet articulate these experiences, help always arrived.

It came through seemingly ordinary people who, in hindsight, were anything but ordinary. My guitar teacher, who entered my life after my father’s death, taught me more than dance and music—he taught me the power of joy when I needed it most. My English teacher in seventh grade, Mrs. Paul, looked beyond grades and saw a spark in me I couldn’t yet see in myself. My childhood friend Jyoti anchored me with her companionship during uncertain days. And even Kiki’s mother, our tenant when I was fifteen, sat with me and taught me the simple, soothing art of handwork.

At the time, I didn’t realise it, but these people were like wayfinders—gentle guides who kept me from drifting into deeper despair. They appeared at just the right moment, reminding me that I was not alone. Life had a way of holding me, even when I couldn’t hold myself.

But even with all these moments of grace, I still didn’t have a name for what I was experiencing. I tried to fit into the expected rhythm of life—work, responsibilities, the external measures of “success.” And yet, a part of me kept searching. Searching for meaning. Searching for the language to describe why I felt things others never spoke about.

And then, I encountered the realm of energy.

It wasn’t a dramatic revelation—it was more like a remembering. A deep knowing surfaced within me, as if I had finally arrived at a place my soul had always known. Suddenly, the déjà vus, the dreams, the patterns I saw in the ordinary, the mysterious way people always showed up for me—they all made sense. I began to understand that there is so much more to life than what we see with our eyes.

Energy Medicine became the bridge that connected all the scattered dots of my life. It revealed how deeply interconnected we all are, and how the unseen field of energy shapes our emotions, our health, and even our destiny. It had already chosen me, and now I consciously decided to choose it

When I began to experience this for myself—healing old wounds, finding clarity where there had once been confusion—I knew I couldn’t keep it just for me.

Today, when I work with someone, I hold the same sacred space that was unknowingly held for me all those years ago. I help people reconnect with the parts of themselves they have forgotten, release the pain that has dimmed their light, and awaken to the deep love, wisdom, and joy that have always been within them.

I do this work because I know what it is like to feel lost. I know what it is like to live between the seen and unseen worlds, craving answers that feel just out of reach. And I also know the profound relief and freedom that comes when everything begins to make sense—when you finally feel at home in yourself.

This is why I walk the path of Energy Medicine.
Because no one should have to journey alone.